go girl

"i party like a rockstar.

look like a movie star

play like an allstar

f*** like a pornstar"

:))
so there

GO GIRL!

go me?HAHA
so yeah

I AM SO HAPPY!!!!

guess why... tag in my tagbox.

clue number 1: it has something to do with school:)

clue number 2: i have been worrying about it for weeks:)

so yeah!:)) HAPPY AND RELIEVED
so.

i was touched by bianca umali's retreat letter.:)

well i dont know.

we are close. we're TWINS!

but i didn't know that she really misses me:)

aww. i miss you more bianca!:)

haha

RANDOM.

so there. i am back with my normal routine..

which is?

slacking off. surfing the internet and stuff

so i can be more carefree now:)
YESSS!

so haha. this day was so much fun

except for the fact that i lost my newly bought g-tec

and that i lost my bracelet! my favorite one.:(

well i will buy one.:)
but feel free to buy me one!xD

HAHA

i remember marlo carrying KOKO'S bag this morning.

we were like "why is it with you?! where's koko?:("

so in the end. her bag and her whole uniform was there.

except KOKO
haha

we missed her.

it isn't a complete day without my KOWKOW:)

hey. if u happen to be reading this, write me a LETTER, will ya?:))

HAHA
so i am thrilled to watch the second episode of the second season of GOSSIP GIRL. which ill watch tomorrow.

since it will be aired tomorrow morning pa.

iba kasi time sa states and all. so i have to wait tomorrow:)

its okay. its worth the wait:)

i wanna go to the gossip girl party for fans in podium next week.

but i have no transpo. and i have a gimick na the saturday before that, so they probably won't allow me. BUMMER :(
so instead, i joined the raffle in sugarsugar wherein you can win exclusive prizes!:)

thanks margot for sendind entries for me!:)
hope you like the JOE GUESE poster that i gave you this afternoon in school:)

so yeah. you were like, doggish during lunch

what did you eat?:))
HAHA. i certainly didn't give you GAYUMA for you to be overly malambing to me kanina:))
so yeah. okay na yon.

ipamukha mo nalang at inggitin mo nalang si CHAIR:))

ohh. i suddenly remembered our bonding moments before. oh. those were the days

:) i miss those. we're not classmates na kasi :

hayyy.

so i plan to watch a few episodes of the secret life of the american teenager.:)
byerz!:) (LOL MARGOT AND DONNA):))

end of fourteenth blogpost:)
-mars-:)

IN THE AYER! :)

OH HOT DAMN! :)

so flo rida and. will.i.am mode today:)
cant get this song out of my mind today! :))
so there. i wasn't able to post yesterday. i got too lazy to post. i just looked at updates in the internet. :) there were a few so i signed out almost immediately.

I started to watch THE SECRET LIFE OF THE AMERICAN TEENAGER

love RICKY! :)) and henry!:)) cuuuute. right, KAYE?
love the series although i hate the bits wherein its boring since the turn of events are like, FOREVER :

It's been like weeks since i have been including the monologue here!:(

well, i presented last wednesday before our retreat

I was hoping i could relax for the retreat but i have to repeat my suck-y performance since...

I SUCKED.

well. i wasn't born for acting. or maybe not acting itself but acting as characters i dont really like.

so yeah.

i am finally gonna finish this thing tomorrow! HOPEFULLY :)

so there. im chatting instead of rehearsing:))
well. sorry! im human and this is one of the times that you really dont feel like doing...

STUFF

so there. may i count how many times i used. SO THERE. ???

haha

i dunno. phrase of the day. i guess.

:))
waaaaa

wish me luck for tomorrow...:))
line or thought for the weekend: I HATE PEOPLE WHO JUST CAN'T HAVE A LIFE :

thanks erin for cheering me up! ILYSM

end of thirteenth blogpost:)

Dangerous

"She's got the passion

That girl is dangerous

Better be careful

That girl is dangerous "

MATT POKORA and Timbaland mode :)
kay. parang hindi kakagaling sa retreat eh. :))

wala lang. i so like this song. DUNNO WHY =))

again, maybe it is pleasing to my very weird ear :))

so yeah. i got back from our first ever overnight class retreat

IT WAS SO MUCH FUNNNN

and of course, it was very enlightening.

:))

so there. Now i know why people want to go to PBB. it is so much fun to be not at your own house

and sleep with your friends.

yeah i know the ones in PBB aren't exactly your friends but it's just so much fun :))
i might audition for PBB TEENS.

NOT :))

hahahahaha. i will if i get in with a CERTAIN someone :)
HAHAHa

so the minute i got home, i switched on the laptop and watched the first episode of the second season of gossip girl :))
ED WESTWICK IS SO EFFIN HOT.

he's so adorable, the way he practically begged blair to stay with him

oh. if it was me he was begging, i will GLADLY stay with him

though he can't say I LOVE YOU :)
aww. he's just so lovable :)

and SERENA-DAN pairing is back!!!!!!!

oh I LOVE IT

hate nate

:))
oh my gosh. I really like JENNYERIC pairing

HAHA.

i think they look good together, if only Eric wasn't so small.

and IF ONLY eric wasn't GAY

oh sheesh. what a waste.

tsktsk.

anyway. I DONT CARE about what others think.

but at first, i really like Jenny's character. And I never changed that fact.

i dunno. i just really like her roles and her CLOTHES :))
well i like all their clothes and stuff. :))
especially Blair's :)

so there. enough GOSSIP GIRL TALK.

i won't go fan girl mode over ED WESTWICK :))

so there.

this day was so fast again :)
love it.

i plan to finish all homeworks tonight

then i'll also try to do the script for NOLI MONOLOGUE

i had to do it all over again

BUMMERRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

hateit

anyway. i am planning to watch gossip girl again after this:)
i am such an addict. but. who can blame me if i want to stare at ed westwick's face over and over and over and over and over again?:)

so anyway.

imma stop the blogplost na.

countdown to next episode: 4 days:)

cant wait!!

twelfth blog post ends:)

Forget about me :)

This is my first ever life-sucks post:)
why is there a friggin smiley there?:)
and again?:))
okay. so LIFE sucks

everybody knows that.
everybody reaches that certain point wherein you want to cease living.
'cause life sucks

so here's the drama
i finally saw the light.,
but here's the thing that i finally let go of.
I don't hate anyone but myself.

there's this thought that finally sinked in my head.
haha. im no one's BFF.
it is totally shallow. i know!
but you know, everyone has to have a bff.
its like an unwritten rule
you know,
someone who calls or text when youre absent
someone who makes surprises for you on your birthday
someone who visits your house every so often
someone who supports you when you have shows and stuff
someone who i can endlessly take pictures with
someone who enjoys doing the stuff that i do
someone who makes me feel confident of myself, not someone who gives you endless things to be conscious about
someone who i can laugh with
someone who calls me with no reason
someone who is always the first to comment on the blogs and photos you post
someone who you go to malls with
someone who tries to make you smile and someone who can make you laugh
checklist ng bff?:)) so if you answered yes to all those, congratulations., you have a BFF.
good for you!

teka. aiken or eunice, ikaw ba ito?:)) except for the surprise you in your birthday part?:)) joke
ily guys. youre the best-est ever.
(THANKS SA PALANCA LETTER NIYONG 2:))

dammit.
so there. i used to think i had one but then i wasnt her bff for her.
not her fault. not anyone's fault but yeah.
haha
:)) most of my friends, they only consider me as a super parang best friend na rin kind of friend.:) well. i accepted it. i guess i have to?:))
you cant say it doesnt matter. cause it does. so yeah.
but honestly. yeah
haha

whatever to me!

haha

im done with the script and im currently rehearsing my lines!:)
ELIAS MODE:)

haha
so there. final blog for the day:)


eleventh blog post ends:)
GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2 PREMIERE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant watch it :((